Dilemma

I don't believe in love..
It doesn't happen to people nowadays.. I said
Have you ever been in love? They asked
How can somebody know about happiness without being in misery I thought...
How can somebody lose their belief without being in love ever...
Yes.. I have been.
Thousands time but with the same person...
Oh, this jittery feeling that I suddenly felt after so long...
Oh, this dilemma that left me in between a rock and a hard place..
And I asked myself again...
Have I ever been in love?